Yeah. I keep on going to talk to my mom about therapy, since I'm only 16 and need her consent. However, I'm scared to, but at the same time I don't want this to be an issue that I deal with all my life. I want to be able to be content. I don't want my self-worth and image to change so much. I'm tired of the cycles. It's like PMS, in a sense. Except, I'm happy and reckless for a week before my self-esteem just goes and implodes in on itself. I often mistake it for being okay, seeing as my self-esteem is boosted x5000.

I really want this relationship to work so I'm trying to be more open. However, I think it's a problem that, even though I'm only 16, I always think I've found the love of my life and that we're going to get married. My current relationship, is like your previous relationship, he thinks I'm the most beautiful girl ever, and he treats me like a princess. However, I believe what threw me in this one, is that he said he doesn't like the concept of marriage (I know that it might seem weird that we were talking about this, but we always talk about the future and life and stuff..). I don't know. I don't even know anymore. I know myself so well, that I kind of gave up on trying to figure anything else out besides what I already know. It gets too confusing.