i know this has been a recurring thread on PC but i'm too tired and drained to find it to comment...

i just left my session and i'm already homesick for it and my t and i want to go back now. it happens as soon as i get in my car. it's almost a grieving process, really. it makes me sick to think it's going to be a whole 7 days before i see my t again. whether the session is good, bad, indifferent, i always leave with a sense of emptiness and immediately want to go right back to being in my t's presence. more recently, the weeks have been really dragging. it feels like 4 years pass between sessions. i have session on mondays, and tuesdays always seem to be the hardest for me. by noon on tuesdays, it feels like it's been months since i've seen my t, when it's actually been less than 24 hours it's the strangest thing, i can't even explain it. i guess it gets a bit better as the week goes on, but the neediness/clingyiness/emptiness of wanting to be back in session doesn't go away until friday or so, and that's only because at that point the only thing that stands between me and session is a weekend, which is okay with me because it's the point when i start feeling the excitement of anticipating the next session i'm wondering how everyone gets through it. it's tough. a lot tougher than i ever thought it would be.