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Old Jan 30, 2012, 11:09 PM
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Originally Posted by karebear1 View Post
it should really help you to ease the panic knowing that , while she may want to talk about it, she has given way to what you needed in the moment granite.

I know I am so close to approaching talking to my T about some serious stuff and I am feeling so like you do- about being afraid. For me it's mostly about being afraid to say certain words and admit that some things happened, it's not her I'm afraid of. As hard as I might try, I cannot get myself to let the words out of my mouth. Is it T you're afraid of or the topic of conversation?
sometimes both.i get scared she will hate me but as far as my past goes all and every part of it seems to be dificult on every level.my T will ssay some simple word and OMG it sends me into a complete panic and head spin.every warning thoughts start screaming in my head.i don't know if i will ever be able to talk to her.

what kind of things are you doing that are helping you get ready to talk about these things
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