me and my friend today at school talked about cutting, she hasn't done it like me but the cuts are still there. she brings a blade from a cheap razor to school in a glue stick thing. i don't know what to do. seeing her with the blade makes me want to find ways to self injure at school, i'm afraid to trigger her or me. also recently i smashed a light bulb for the soul purpose of finding other things to cut with becides a razor. i have been looking in my room for things that i could use to SI.

i am really worried, but on the up side, my therapist at school gave me a teen SI workbook and i really like it. on friday my teacher was reminded of my cuts and he said that when he was in middle school he wanted to hurt himself too. i don't know how to handle that.

i am getting worried.

but at least this semester i get to be in a self image girls group at school