Here we go again!
I guess I need to provide some background. I have been separated from my wife since the end of November. I left..I am an idiot. My years of depression has been hard on our relationship. I wasn't getting help at the time. I love her more than anything. We have maintained communication fortunately.
About 3 weeks ago I saw her and we had a long talk. She said she still loved me and wanted to work things out. About a week later she said that she couldn't see us working things out. There has been numerous mixed messages (or me misinterpreting).
This has destroyed my mental state. I truly want to work things out and save our marriage. It breaks my heart that I hurt her and destroyed my marriage. Anyway I am now very depressed and can't get out of it.
She has offered to let me come back to the house so that I can go to counselling easier. Right now it is an 80 mile drive. I will have to step down from my management position, which is well worth it if it saves me from my depression. I don't even know what advice I am asking. But help me with some insight.