My sessions are a day later than yours on Tuesdays - but my feeling really map yours - Wednesday and Thursday really tough, weekends slightly better.... but then on Monday often dread sets in.
I wonder about it and think maybe it is a good thing for me in allowing me to learn about waiting for something, being in the moment and not acting impulsively - to learm to manage my symptoms / thoughts / desires and not be dependent on T.
If we can make it through that tough week and survive, what else may we be capable of?
Hugs to you - I know it feels yuk. Soup