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Originally Posted by lostmyway21
EVERY time I get triggered or out of control I end up emailing my T in the middle of those crazy emotions. Sometimes multiple times. It's my way of journaling, instead it's fast tracked directly to him. I don't allow myself time to edit. I WANT him to see the unedited way I am processing things wrong.
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Thank you for this thread, I really needed to see it.
LMW and Bluemountains - and others who send/show T journal entries written while one is triggered or processing emotions -
about not editing.......... what if the reaction you are going through at the moment, and journaling about, is intense negativity toward the T? Isn't this a danger that the T relationship will be adversely impacted (perhaps permanently)?
IMO, client feelings of hostility are all part of the scene (like transference feelings, not "real" in the usual sense), but Ts are people too, and I fear ... not being honest, but being THAT honest. what do you think?