weird, disconnected, isolated. All my support systems (the ones who are paid to care) are unavailable to me. I feel odd - the thought keeps going through my mind of just giving up, stopping all the meds, stopping trying. Should I?
I dunno.
Going to bed with sleeping tablet and hope tomorrow might look better - if I manage to get some sleep, at last. If only the thoughts would stop. I want to switch my brain off. I relaly want to switch my brain off. Somebody turn off the thoughts, the thinking, jsut for tonight...