I know it seems weird that I haven't told them, but they aren't the most supportive people when it comes to this stuff. When I told them I wanted to go to therapy, it was a battle to get them to support it even the slightest. Even now they constantly ask if I'm gonna be done yet or if its a waste of money. My parents have gone through a lot and my family has gone through a lot and I don't want to make them worry because I know they will. I know they are probably worried to a point right now, but I also know my mom will obsess over it and me if I tell them. I know I have to soon cuz my dad thinks its his fault I'm going to therapy now and he barely speaks to me anymore because he doesn't want to "offend" me. I usually blow up at him because for some reason he really knows how to push my buttons. He is a very critical man with a very condescending tone of voice every time he talks. Its really hard to have a decent conversation with him without me getting pissed off. Idk my family is pretty messed up and has the mindset of "just keep pushing on." My T hates that tho.
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