I really think something will happen, the student counsellor has had time to turn people against me and make a plan to hurt me or get me kicked out.

Then the camera on Friday that really freaked me out and I think that has a meaning, it was raping my mind, they are ready to attack. I'm going prepared. But it won't really stop them, if this is it.

I don't really want to talk to people tomorrow. I can't miss it, because they'll throw me off the course.