It sounds to me like your thinking about your couneslor more than your counselor is thinking about you. The "sleeper cells" seem to be closing in, I guess? They are planning an attack on you tommorow, yes? I wish I could hold you and make you feel safe from those evil sleeper cells, silly. Besides you sound like your not afraid to defend yourself. I'd worry for them, if I were to worry. I'm not worried for you. You sound awesome. It sounds like your fun to "hang out" with. Certainly not boring and serious all the time. Imagination is important, more important than people currently believe, I think. I mean, with imagination a cheap meal can be from a four star resteraunt, you know what I mean. It works for me. It seems to me that with imagination, people could save lots of money on plane fare and hotels. Just imagine themselves somewhere else, far far away. Simple as that.

The impending doom you seem to be experiencing, I guess your aware of therapy and pdocs. Well, lets use our imagination then. Where will the sleeper cells attack from? What will their weapons be? How many ageressors will you have to contend with? You better know the answer to these questions, if you wish to repel their attack and escape.

Is there any other emotion you are feeling, besides fear?