Thx myself.

Not going to take that option. It isn't an option for me. The A&E department here only admit people to hospital who are actively suicidal or psychotic (and not always them). I guess there is a psycho on call but I've no trust inthem. I'd rather do it all my way.l
I'm safe - just hurtinga nd confused and messed up.

See my T on Tuesday - ahve jsut sent him an email to warn him how I'm feeling. The deputy head today suggested that I could take some time off if I needed it. But why have I gone so far down so quickly? It really does feel like some bizarre self-sabotage.