Thanks Pegasus. I keep thinking today is Wednesday and only 2 more days to see my T, but then I remember its Tuesday. I hate that.

The thing about going to see my T though is that I have so much to tell her, but I feel embarrassed about it. When I go to see her I barely tell her anything and then we talk about stupid stuff like shopping and I'm not helping myself.

All I want to do is cry, but I have to somehow concentrate in class and then study for a quiz. I like having things to do, but when I get depressed it takes over my thoughts and I just feel horrible. I hope this goes away soon and I can get a handle on myself. What I really want is to talk about the thing that is really bothering me, but I'm too embarrassed about what I did. Hopefully, I'll be able to tell my T. I'm scared she is going to think I'm nuts.