You know, if I really charted it out I wouldn't want my old life back probably. It's easy to idealize the parts you want to remember. I think sometimes I just need more time alone than I get now and that makes me feel like I wish I was still single. My new husband is so good to me and is trying hard to help me adjust. His mom said he is so happy and it makes her happy to see him that way. My ex husband thinks he's great too. He said he had no doubt J. is the man for me. I am going back on a low dose of zoloft for awhile to help me get through this adjustment phase. After I've been told on here I might need to go back on it, my therapist told me, my friends, and my general dr. so why am I fighting it!