I have the latest thoughts in my mind. I don't have bipolar, I have borderline personality disorder. They have thrown every medication known to mankind at me and it hasn't helped. In fact in 3 years I have gotten much worse. My depression is the darkest of the dark (suicidal thoughts and attempts). I have not experienced much of the mania other than I get very very agitated and anxious. Has anyone every experienced this? I see my pdoc this thursday and he is very new with me so perhaps we can research this further. Anyone else experience a misdiagnosise?