I haven't heard from her in a week, which worries me. You guys have seen how I get.
Some people on another website, where I posted for support, are telling me things like "maybe your T isn't coming back" and "maybe she's burned out, maybe she doesn't want to return" and "she's being unethical" "maybe she has some sort of mental problem going on" --etc..... how EXACTLY is that SUPPORTIVE? So I just absolutely will not talk about it there any longer.
T has a HOME and her family here, of course she will be back eventually. T and I talk often about how she's feeling too, so I do know that she isn't burnt out/etc, she hasn't got some secret mental illness
Its just hard, with her being gone.
Today is another one of those days when I am so desperate to talk to someone, someone who knows me.
There are a lot of bad dreams and flashbacks going on the past 3 days, and its just hard to deal with alone all the time.Plus my husband is in a bad mood. He is a T, but he isn't a very good listener at home.
so...yah. just sad around here.