i just cant do this anymore.
i think im going to be quitting therapy
i think im going to stop going to school so much until i can quit for good.
i dont want to leave my house
i just dont trust people in this town for one. or that school. etc i wont digress
but i also just dont feel like doing anything. im not lazy. i feel apathetic.
nothing matters and i dont care.
i have an exam tomorrow and i just can not go.
those 4 people so far at that school. i dont know what they are up to yet entirely. i dont even want to know anyway. im sick of this. school was the biggest mistake. i cant even concentrate anyway so its all BS.
right now i just do not want to go back to school. im very afraid. i fear confrontation because i dont know how to protect myself but i will do it if i have to in many cases. if i can avoid things i try to. im going to have to lie to avoid going to school though.

i think i know what will be happening if i have to go tomorrow. with those people. if i have to go im thinking of confronting them because they are pushing my buttons.

one of the main things with gangstalking is psychological torture.

i dont want to goto therapy but i dont think i have time to cancel. im fxcked with that.