I'm new here, and I just want to know if anyone feels the same way, or if they know what's wrong with me. I'm almost seventeen, and half the time I don't feel like the world is really their. I'm always hugging my friends, or playing with their hair, or doing some sort of physical contact with them so I know that yes, they exist. At school I have to sit around people I know, other wise I start to stress that they could hurt me. I worry when I hear whispers that I did something embarrassing and people are making fun of me. I worry that my friends don't actually like me, and yes I stress. I can't go to bed without telling my parents I love them, even when we are fighting, just in case something happens and I don't get to see them again. When I'm driving with people, and we go a different way to the store, I worry that I'm just going to be dropped off and left! I've thought about killing myself, but I'm terrified to do of. I can't concentrate on anything, and my grades have gone down. What's wrong with me?