wow, struggling with this is SOOO human. You are soooo not alone! yep. I like motorcycles but, deep inside I probably still have a tricycle with training wheels.... been trying to get those training wheels off for a while now but, you know... its hard. lol.

How the heck do you find that middle ground? I wouldn't know.
--- i am like a seesaw-- one strong emotion to another less, less, barely any emotion.

you see.. we can learn a lot on a seesaw, even when we're on both sides....

we don't necessarily have to be in the middle of the seesaw all of the time to grow as a person... the seesaw wouldn't be interesting now would it?

However, this is probably a bad analogy... cus this encourages us to go to those extremes... I'm just saying.. the only way to learn is to play... and allow ourselves to change and grow ...