Hi Radiant

Wow you seem very intelligent and mature for your age! I had similar thoughts at your age and I had this idea I would be married at age 23! But this of course never happened. I guess what you need to do is just chill out a bit to put it plainly. You are still young. Unfortunately breakups are a fact of life we cannot avoid them. In my country it is quite normal at your age to go through many relationships and here it is common for people now to get married mid to late 30s!! So get to know yourself, enjoy single hood and maybe have some relationships when your ready. And it is also part of being a man - we have a need for sex. Without a woman is like not having an arm or a leg sometimes. But sometimes we need to be by ourself in order to know better what we look for in our future partner.