I don't feel like theres a particularly tight knit group on PC...then again that might be because i don't feel particularly close to anyone on here. I would just focus on why you've come to these forums - see whether you can get the advice you need and don't worry about anything else. Its simply not worth it. Do you go to any support groups in real life? This might help you open up more socially and give some perspective to whatever happens on here. Oh and i would try being more honest with your therapist. Don't make their job easy, after all your the one paying them good money - make sure your getting everything out of it you possibly can. PM me if you wanna chat. Good luck.