Im feeling numb ....its 2 years tomorrow when my son died.
He was my favourite child my first born.
He said one time on his death bed "...mum dont think of me
as your favourite..you'll forget me given time.."
He knew how to break my heart.He hugged everybody.
Everybody loved him. He just didnt love or value himself.
My husband threw away some frozen food of my sons
yesterday and it choked me up.Im trying not to hoard his
stuff..But I wish someone would crush me in a hug just
to see if I have any feelings left..(I hope my Creator doesn't
look down on me with a frown for these too often thoughts).