well here i am again , i am so sleepy i can barely hold my eyes open , the dr put me on resterol or something like that i will have to look at the spelling on the bottle again , does anyone have a problem with you are so sleepy till u want to pass out but soon as ya head hit the pillow your mind cranks up like a race car and your thoughts over welm you , then that makes me not sleep and the thinks i think of really dont amout to nothing half the time but the other times it things that has happend or what i worry will happen , i worrey all the time just worry about stuff in life like is this it is this what life is i feel riped off .. it has to be more to it .. i am to the point of just saying what the hay and just set at home all the time , after tell my boss the other day he was a freaken dumb well you know where thats going i got my days cut back to where i will have alot of time to play on the computer these days so now i get to lay in bed and think up ways to fill the gap in pay , dont know why i did what i did i seem to always mess stuff up its like i get bored with stuff and aint never happy with nothing ,, or i am feeling so good people think i am high , ( and no i dont do drugs ) people say all the time what do u have to be depressed about you have a good life . and the answer is i dont know why i feel like i feel i have always been like this . the dr tells me this tells me that ,, i am sick of drs . thanks for letting me post here ,