see...my problem is that I don't think I'm that bad with addiction...I feel like I am one of those winos. I feel like (even though I show signs of withdrawal within 5 days without drinking) I'm really not that bad off. Yes, now I usually get drunk / tipsy 3 or 5 days out of the week...I used to get drunk EVERY NIGHT!!!!!!! of course I didn't think I was that horrible either...

Sometimes I worry myself...my boyfriend believes I'm in denial...