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Feb 01, 2012, 06:58 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2012
Posts: 356
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Originally Posted by crimsonhaze
I've wanted to post something similar to this as well. There are times when what I'm thinking isn't exactly the same with how I'm feeling. I guess in some cases wherein guilt is involved. For example you do something stupid. You know it's stupid, but you enjoy doing it regardless of how you feel afterwards or during.
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Thank You for your reply. I know sort of what you mean. For me even though I know I must change how I interact and behave towards people, when I was working, unemployed now, I wouldn’t think before acting I would act on impulse and what I thought I felt at that time to be correct which really just was my own mixed feelings taking over. The trouble is I haven't learnt how to stop myself in the moment when face with situations. I can only work them out or regret and see where I have gone wrong either later in the day or some weeks later. I get scared about the thought of having to be around people and working. I will try to think of every situation and how it may go wrong and what I could do If it does or I usually end up tell myself your hopeless and no good and there is no way you would be any good at this. Sometimes this is even before applying to a company, so I don’t bother applying at all. Or as ashamed to admit I said I would take a job but got too scared beforehand and never showed up this was at Christmas. The other thing is this month I work two days in a store big mistake. However the consequence now is I have to put this on my CV and of course who going to want to employ someone as irrational as me.
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