...I am in tears....not fully like dripping everywhere ...but just wet eyes enough to prove I know that what I am gonna write is important.

ok...yeh you got me...I am crying just a little bit but I have a hanky...

looks big enough to carpet a family home...

so do we have buddies?

people we know who know us?...really know us?...

these are the ones...the persons ...the people that keep us alive!

not sexual...not demanding...not hurting....

just loving, these are the friends I speak of and they are all around us here.

some get a bit closer than others...and thats cos they are meant to....cos they know something we don't....
And I tell you there is plenty I don't know and I need help with....we...even I...and I know I have wanted to have some friends for a long time.

has your life been hard and friends hard to come by and let you down?
well it wasn't their fault...I guess they had other stuff to do....yep

I hope I can be a better friend to all you special people and now I gotta pull out the damn hanky again cos I know even if I don't know you I cannot help but care because I know what it's like to feel alone.

always..

monkey