AHHHH! I got really drunk a week ago and completely forgot i sent my T a very kind of funny email at 1.30am! It was quite serious though and i was in distress. He brought it up in session today and i ran and hid as i had forgot all about it. He handled it well. I put on the email please don't read or reply. He did read it and printed it out

so i was so embarrassed. but hey at least i didn't tell him i loved him

thank god that would be worse i think. I wasn't sure if emailing was allowed but I've done it 2 or 3 times now and he ain't said anything that i shouldn't so hey but i must make sure i don't abuse this. anyway ramble over.
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