Thanks guys. I am feeling stronger. I guess thats how I would explain it. I think counseling with this guy will do alot of good.
I get nervous before appt too. So weird. I am a people person totally. Put me in front of a room fo people, I'm fine. Put me one on one woth whoever, I am fine. ANYTHING medical and I am so nervous. I am not afraid of needles or anything like that so I dont get it.
I had a doc appt today and it went well. The doc was nice. I was upfront of the experiences I have had here with doctors. He appreciated me telling him. He talked to me for 40 minutes and wants to run some general blood tests. Said he wanted to meet with me one more time to get to know me and know more about how I am feeling before he prescribed any anti depressants. He said he would like to figure out what I need to feel better. Freaked me out but freaked me out good. I am really glad I switched docs and went.
Thanks Zen and Wilow for your encouragment. I appreciate it.
Heidu