I am not sure whether I should be admitting this but I have suffered from social anxiety disorder for as long as I can remember (I'm 22!) and because of this I am incredibly embarassed to say that I have never had a girlfriend (I've never even been kissed), I have never had a job and I can't drive. Because I have a phobia in social situations I have stayed inside and used porn to make up for it (which has led to porn-induced erectile dysfunction). My libido is very low, I no longer fantasise, I no longer become sexually excited, I don't feel my feel orgasms anymore nor do I have any sensitivity in my penis. I was lying on my back but although it was quite a solid erection it wasn't standing upright, it was lying on my stomach. I then noticed a slight bend at the tip of my penis and started touching it to see if I could feel the bend. Also, I have a strange situation where my sinuses produce too much mucous and deposit it at the back of my throat whenever I ejaculate. After finding myself with an erection after waking up I had the same feeling in my throat and I sometimes get both headaches and stomach aches. I'm in a place that I really don't want to be in. I am absolutely desperate for a girlfriend but I doubt there is any girl in the world that would want me. I'm only 22 FFS!

I think that I'm a nice guy but you know what they say about them...

Can I ask a naive question, what exactly is porn because I see attractive women on TV and I want to masturbate over them, but I am stopping myself. Does this count as porn?