Life has been really difficult for me lately and the stress has gotten so overwhelming that I've made several really bad mistakes. Mistake number one was quitting counseling, I became really attached to my therapist and I finally had someone that I knew I could trust but she had to get a new job in December so I was forced to go to someone else who I didn't like so I decided to lie and make everything look perfect so that I could get out no questions asked. From there I started self injuring again and then stopped my meds because I couldn't handle stress from school anymore. I'm getting ready for college next year and am also currently taking medical terminology at a local college and the stress has been so bad that I have just completely shut down. I have stopped doing any work, I have stopped eating again, I'm completely off of my meds now but I don't know what to do. I feel like I have no support. Because of how close my first therapist and I were/am I am still allowed to call or text her when I need to but I feel so selfish when I do because its not her job to deal with me anymore, I feel like a bother when I contact her. I'm sorry that this is so long but I just need some advice on what to do, I've gotten to the point where all I can do is sit and stare when everyone has so many expectations of me that I just can't fulfill.