One thing that I think is making it a bit tougher this week is that I've been having bad dreams again about my old T. We saw her for 7 years and she abruptly dumped us one night, out of NOWHERE--wasn't expecting it at ALL since things were going well, she just said "I'm done"--there was no closure at all...we still are not sure what we did wrong...she is still practicing at the same place but will not return calls/emails. So we still have dreams, trying to work all that out with her in our head, trying to talk to her inside, trying to say goodbye and find out what we did wrong, etc...

So I think that is making it harder, because we still miss her so much at times-it has been 4 years since we last saw her but can't seem to quite get over her. There was just no goodbye, no anything.

At any rate, my "new T" is SOOOOO much better than the old T, but its still a grieving process I guess.