Hi Zoo,
I am so glad that you have been posting to let us know how you have been doing. I have been super worried for you. I can't even begin to think of a way to comfort you. I know this has been devastating on you. I am relieved that you decided not to have those 6? sessions. I think you were right on to know that you would just continue to get hurt.
Did you have a chance to read new t the letter? And if so what did you say about it and what did she say about it? Any comfort or validation from her? Thinking of you lots!

KC