She is normally really good, never said anything directly inappropriate like this before. I dont know if its just me but i'm getting a bit paranoid about her intentions and motives and a whole lot of other things.

I've been seeing her for nearly a year which is REALLY good for me. i havnt felt like she's judged me or given up on me, she sees real potential and i know i do have good potential.

The week before she said she would love to come to my university graduation (which wont be for another 3+ years) and i asked if she would come to my funeral, she said no but did not say why, i asked if she had some kind of policy but she said she has gone to 1 of her past clients funerals she just wouldnt come to mine.

anyway yesterday i bought up again why she wouldnt come to my funeral and that when she said she has great things planned for me and she said that i was her puppet. i said i didnt want to be controlled and she took back the comment saying "your not my puppet"

i probs have some maternal transference atm which i feel unconfortable about and is messing up my head even more.