I am here.......i have just been lying low and trying to process some stuff that has kicked me in the face........feeling a mixture of things. I have a tendancy to withdraw when I feel like this because I find it difficult to be around people because (A) my trust issues arise and (B) I don't want people to be taken down by my blackness...............yeah, I know this is the place to share and feel better and all that, but I am a solitary, always have been, I love people and community but when I get into this kind of space I just feel the need to push everyone away. I am babbling. Thankyou for noticing that I wasn't here Songbird & Daisy and I will PM you.

Storm