Hi, yes , i can relate to what you have said, as at the moment, i do not like the person i have become. I have b.p.d and at the moment i feel so lost and alone. I feel like i'm living in my own little world , too frightened to step out of my comfort zone. I have been married for 30 years and have four adult children, I can feel my husband and myself growing apart, I keep so much to myself, because of the lack of understanding and no , i do not feel sorry for myself or want pity from people !!! Just someone to understand how it is for me at times, I'm so thankful i have a therapist that i can talk to and trust, as i have got to a point where i do not trust anyone anymore. Because of how i am, i feel disconnected... Very lonely and at times would like to just move far away and when very depressed would like to go to sleep and not wake up.....