You can totally do this. You have a legitimate medical need. I too have panic issues and medication has been a God send. If you had a rash in a private area or weird bathroom issue, you may be embarrass to say so but you'd seek meds to clear it up. Same thing, there is no shame in seeking medical attention for an "ailment" that isn't visible to the naked eye. I gave my primary doc my T's name and number just to legitimize my need for the meds and after that no questions asked. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, the meds have cut my attacks down to nothing, I hope the same for you!