I hate those days. I have a lot of people around me who like me to thing I'm 'crazy.' Unfortunately, I'm a teller of truths pretty much all the time, and that makes people uncomfortable, because they always lie. I'm not a liar, so it's easy to see when someone is hiding something or wont own up to it. That makes me feel crazy because they make me question myself, and that triggers these moods for me. My husband's side of the family is ''perfect, and can do no wrong." That can make me question myself, because I'm always the 'wrong one' or now that they know I have a mental illness, 'it's in my head.' I have to constantly talk myself out of my own head all the time. "Wait, wait wait wait....deep breath...that was wrong...it's not cause I'm crazy...it's because they do no wrong, and I accept that they are complete a s s holes. I'm not crazy....they are just jerks who can do no wrong." It's a fight I tell ya. I used to give in all the time, and that made them happy. Now, I don't, and it's throwing everyone off quilter. I just have to keep reminding myself of what good I've done, and do. And....I'm not a complete off the reservation loon!!!!