My T told me today that all though i let him in with things i tell him which shows i trust him with this information, i don't let him in emotionally. I'm ok to sit there and talk about really personal bad experiences but i don't show any emotions. I told him that in the end if i let him in he would end the therapy at some point and hurt me and i am protecting myself. He then said that if i can't let him in emotionally then he can't help me. So my question to you guys is how on earth do i open up emotionally??? Plus i suffer from dissociation very bad. He said i don't seem to have reactions to things anymore which isn't true i have lots of reactions but just don't show them. Medication plays a part but also i'm fed up of being shipped around professionals because i'm to emotional and I've finally found a T who will work with me. I sent him a drunk email a week ago and he said it contained so much emotion he was shocked. I don't understand really how i can be stable and show emotions. Plus the last time i let someone professional in emotionally i got screwed over and left fighting for what i needed. Advice???