Thank you. I want to respond to each of you but need some time. Ellie, I think my T was trying to convey a similar thought. I was struggling to find words to tell him how it feels his decision last year left me powerless instead of protected. He did say he was trying to protect me from further damage. I DO forgive him. I just don't know how to move foward from this. First it was the shared email with staff, then his irritation with me last year which was about him yet projected on me. T doesn't feel safe.