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I don't think this is a good situation for you to be in...Two things that really stuck out to me:
1) Your safety...And i even thought this before i read the part where you said you were scared of her...Listen, I know she has problems she can't help, but I would really evaluate this situation if I were in your shoes...What if you are asleep and she does something to you? She hears voices? Not good...She/the situation is too unpredictable...
2) How this is effecting your health...I mean, you have thought about suicide...Sure you may not have been seriously considered doing it, but just the thoughts that you have had is showing that this situation isn't healthy for you...Emotionally, mentally, and even physically...
You have to decide...Your health, or hers...If you stay with her right now, you won't be able to help her...
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Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, & Wisdom to know the difference.
To live is to suffer, and to survive is to find meaning in that suffering
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