Im sorry to hear your grandma is sick sweetie Perhaps your feeling so exhausted with your own problems right now your not feeling like you normally would about certain things. Thats ok, we're all human and of course aren't perfect. I recently got over pneumonia myself so i can say for definate that its a nasty thing to have go through but if you can summon up the will to go see her, i know she would definately appreciate it. I felt so much better seeing my loved ones when i was feeling that bad. Good luck hun