Okay this has totally provoked me now. I have a few questions...

1# How do you ask your T for touch?
2# If your T doesn't hug is it safe to assume that they don't touch at all?

I understand logically about boundries and why T wouldn't hug me last month, and I thought I was FINE with it. But now I am NOT...I am angry, hurt, and resentful. Seriously how hard would it have been to hug me? The feeling of shame and embarrassment that I felt after he said no, was off the scales. I am scared to have anyone in my personal space, I am scared to be touched, and yet I asked T to show me it was safe... and he rejected me. Now, I don't ever want to try again. T... I am mad at you and your boundries suck.

3# Oh and do I bring this up to T now? If so how? I don't know how to approach this at all.