Young man 30, these sounds very similar to my symptoms. I am in constant fee of something wrong happening or that I'm doing something wrong. And the planning things same symptoms. I do not have such a constant fear of germs but I have a few spurts a day of hand cleansing and overall cleanliness.
I hope that you find some support and that you make some new friends here.
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Achievement of your happiness is the only moral purpose of your life, and that happiness, not pain or mindless self-indulgence, is the proof of your moral integrity, since it is the proof and the result of your loyalty to the achievement of your values.... Ayn Rand
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