Interesting. You sound so "normal" to me within the scope of DID. My friend has DID with constant headaches. Her doctors inject her head with Botox every couple of months and that seems to help a lot. She also has restrictions placed on her driving, meds, and knives. She is still getting to know her altars and she is learning how to be safe with herself and others. What has helped her the most is finding a T who specializes in DID in addition to having doctors who actively work as a team with the T. Meds have not seemed to address her diagnosis, only her symptoms such as extreme anxiety and sleep problems. I suggest doing some research to get a good team on board to help you. If you can afford therapy 2-3 times a week, that may help, too. Hang in there and stay strong. You can get better with the right support system in place