Nope. You're right. And I'm not meeting again with her, we terminated. Saw her tonight at an event and she pounded my shoulder, saying "Good to see you here, Kiya" and that was it. I felt like I'd never been in relation with her at all. And that was ok. We chatted a bit more on her way out and she said she was glad I am in the partial hosp program. I agreed and said I feel well cared for (talk about un-meant hidden meanings - that could have been translated as "unlike YOU, T who DIDN'T care for me well enough".) Later I couldn't decide if I should have said that or not - but it is true. So, oh well. What she reads into it is her own deal. I don't have to worry about it any more. I feel better today knowing that I feel SAFE because I am going back to the program tomorrow, and the next day and next....