I live in Florida, and yeah, I've checked. They said I need to file for disability first. And I'm like, "But I need to see a doctor first," which of course means I need their assistance, but I, "need to file for disability first." Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Honestly, I'm just about at the end of my rope. I've been looking up suicide hotlines, but I don't want the cops at my house...ugh! I just need some help! Scratch that, "just about at the end of my rope,"...I'm scrambling in empty air.