((Kurah))

I can't imagine living in your state of mind, I admire your stength! Do you use caffine or energy drinks often? I stay away from those myself, unless I feel tired while driving, or I need to work while tired. Maybe you pdoc or T can help you eliminate those things in you life that might be making you too afraid. Fear can be deadly, I hope you get help soon. I want to read a happy hopeful post from you also sometimes.