crimson, I hope you will tell your mom about this. Personally, I blow off the tests here as not being so professional that I would be terribly worried about the outcome. Some of the questions are hard to answer as there are times, I would like to answer "none of the above". Years ago, as a psyhology student (only a few classes in that realm) I took the MMPI...one of the girls freaked out because she had high marks in paranoia. So did I have high marks in that area...but never concerned me except knowing I needed to watch it and learn from it.

I'm sorry you are cutting yourself. Are you able financially to see a therapist? I would have to say from what you have said here, it would be helpful. Many areas do have free help through community services or DHS so it does not always mean an expense to the family.
hugs, thanks for being so brave and talking about how you feel. bj