Hi crimsonhaze,

Im sorry your struggling atm. I would definately seek help if your finding your life is being increasingly taken over by overwhelming emotions and 'episodes' as you call them. You might not need referring to a psych but a general practioner could give you medication or refer you for regular counselling - all worth looking into in my opinion. Keep posting on here, we're all ears and are happy to provide any adivce you need. I hope you find your stay here useful. Good luck.