Yeah. I don't know, I was thinking of going to go and talk to a counselor at school or something, I dooon't knooww.

Quite to my dismay, I have been cheated quite a few times which sent me absolutely REELING. I'm talking self-harm, popping pills, attempted OD, etc etc. Blaaahhh I don't even know what to say. Anyone I've ever confided in has completely a) screwed me over b) we just grew apart or c) I don't want to darken their realm of ignorance and bliss. I'm really at a loss for words right now.

I'm also just in a state of denial. I acknowledge it's a little... not... so good to feel so easily rejected and have such low self-esteem, but I also think I'm fine. I don't know. fsgiydsgzifa My mind is too cluttered at the moment